Worship the Lord!

As I sit here, this Sunday, at home with my sweet lil Hannah and did not go with my family to church this morning, I am still called to worship my Lord and my God! I hope that I worship Him each day through word, deed and attitude with my family and neighbors.
I love quiet moments alone that allow me to reflect over my thoughts, words and deeds although at times these thoughts are quite humbling. I have been home almost 2 1/2 weeks and things are going really well and at times can be a little overwhelming. My mother stayed for a week and then JB's mom came for a week. This coming week is my first solo week and I am trying to pray for the Lord's grace and patience and just knowing that this is going to be difficult. I also hope I am making more out of it than it really will be!
Three beautiful children 3, 2, and 3 weeks! I know that this time is fleeting and I can really tell it in my sweet M and W. I held M and rocked her to sleep last night as I have so many times. I looked down at her and kissed her sweet cheek as I have so many times before and I could watch her grow before my eyes. It seems as if it were yesterday that I kissed that beautiful face and she was 11 pounds and fit between my palm and elbow. As I looked at her last night she covered my whole lap and her legs hung passed my knees. "Wonderfully sad" is what I told my husband. So thankful that she is growing into a wonderful little lady but I so miss that little bundle of a baby!
I just pray that the Lord will help me to be thankful for the day He has given me! I don't want to mourn what has passed or anticipate what is to come...just allow me to love and live today!
This has been a rambling of thoughts from my post partum head...thanks for reading!
Missy